I think I need to break up with my best friend. I don't want to because he always says that he pushes friends away, and I promised to be there for him, but I think I am now friends with him in detriment to my happiness. I DON"T KNOW HOW TO DO IT
I am so alone in this world I have no idea what to do anymore. My family doesn't care, my friends don't care about me. All I want is happiness and I have no idea how to get it. The sad thing is I'm only in university to prove to people I'm not stupid.
I chat with random hot dudes and talk to them about my oh so amazing sex life with gorgeous women only so that they can tell me about their sex lives because I get turned on when a guy tells me about the stuff he did to a woman. I just wish finding manly gay men was easier!
During the end of a semester, my school lays out bins to put used textbooks in for donation. When nobody's looking I reach in and take a few books and sell them online to make a few bucks for myself.